Things that I've always held to be steadfast and secure are slipping from my understanding. Things that I should never have to even question are turing up to be unclear and hazy.

Am I a boy or a girl?

I find the answer to be neither. Yes, I a genetic female. I have breasts, a vagina [it spews out blood one a month] and an affinity for make-up upon occasion. But I also love to wrestle, like women, and am not a "real girl" to most people who know me. I'm a chauvinist. I swear like a sailor, I prefer men's clothing and short hair. Anytime I wear a dress I feel like a boy in a dress. I find no association with 99% of woman and their interests. I constantly get asked if I'm a boy or girl despite my high voice and feminine bone structure. I look like a girl, but feel like a boy. Well that's not true. I look like a boy and feel like a girl? Not true either.

I look like a boygirl and feel like a girlboy.
[[Don't worry, you're not the only one confused lol]]